Anonymous asked: Hey man. I wrote you again. Just try to hold on until after tomorrow. (ignore the anonmity of this, I'm at school and couldn't log on to my account). I'm sorry if this seems like I'm invading your privacy by being on here. I just want to make sure you're okay (as annoying as that may be from me). Tough it out for just a little longer, okay?
alright, alright im not going to do anything rash. You’re not.
Anonymous asked: Just like every year I though of dying on birthday too. I pretty much think of ending it everyday but that's okay cuz there are some moments where I feel glad I didn't do it. I know u're not feeling ok & it's already killing u. People keep asking u if u're alright because they care about u & they don't want u die. There are people who really want u in their lives. I know u're probably feeling nothing about it and it just seems like empty words to you but it's not. Please don't give up. <3
just im 20 in the same old town, i want more, i save up, but no student loans take it all back, it’s annoying, and i still have no love life, even though i try hard to talk to girls.
Anonymous asked: I'm not going to say that things will get better soon because sometimes they don't and sometimes it takes a lot of time to get better but you get used to it. You get enough strength to deal with it. Dealing with all this shit is rather exhausting. Just hold on for a while.. who knows may be something better is coming your way?
I’ll try, but i don’t know how long i can take.
Anonymous asked: Psst. Mail.
Oh yes, the letter i got last week or so. ive read it over twice.
Anonymous asked: Wait. Check the written word. Birthdays come with unusual things.
Check the written word? What?
I’m debating killing myself on my birthday, just to get it over with, so if nothing happens for a while, I’m probably dead
Anonymous asked: Why did your blog change?
because this is my secondary depressing suicidal trigger warning blog which consists of me bitching. my other blog is honestly comedy, funny stuff with other thing.
Anonymous asked: Are you going to be okay?
can we stop asking these questions please, if i want to kill myself i would, but im not up for it. so please, just stop asking me.
Anonymous asked: *kisses your knuckles and kisses your cheeks* please take care of yourself, Anthony. I cannot do that because I cannot be there right now, so I want you to take care of yourself. For people like me who don't you to hurt yourself. <3
alright, just… alright.
Anonymous asked: Maybe you should try going somewhere new or something? You know, to like, get away from reminders.
ill go to like Toronto or something somewhere far away.
Anonymous asked: Are you alright now?
Well I didn’t break my hand only bruised it and cut it a little so that’s okay, mentally, ahhhh maybe I don’t know
Anonymous asked: Do you think you're getting better?
somewhat, but i had a spill today and punched a wall in my house, I don’t know if I ever fully will be. not for a while at least.
Anonymous asked: Dear Anthony, I hope you feel a little better today/tonight. I have something to say.. well no.. actually I want you to know that I want you to be happy.. It's kind of a wish from the bottom of my heart. I just really really want you to be happy.
Dear Anon tell me who you are,
P.S. i am slightly better.
Anonymous asked: You're a better person, okay? Even your mentality. Everything about you is better than a lot of people I have come across so please don't give just yet. There are a lot of people who love you and you don't even know.
Somewhat, I’m only somewhat better then some people on here, but my mentality isn’t the greatest.
I only know my family who loves me and 2 or 3 people on this site, plus my boss.
I won’t give in until i just have the worse day possible.
and even then I’d debate it.